super wordy post.

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i don't care & least likely to give a damn,

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i'm all alone at home again.

i was supposed to go for my cousin's wedding dinner

but my left shoulder bone seems dislocated.

it hurts whenever i tried to sort of twist my body to the back.

sort of like a stiff neck feeling

but this time it's my shoulder feeling the blues.

so i skipped the wedding.

(partially was because i was sleeping & too lazy to go.)

mum wasn't too happy

as both me & my sister decided last minute not to attend.

sorry~

i ate a slice of gardenia's fruits&nuts bread for my dinner.
didn't take anything for lunch as i'm still snoring away.
:D

i slept at 6am this morning & woke up at 6pm this evening.
woah!
xingru needs a daily dose of 12hrs sleeping time!
.___.

i'm bored.
there's nothing to do.
you can say i'm almost always alone at home.
):
i'm rotting...
i want a job & i want it now!

i want someone to accompany me 24/7.
listen to my wilful complains & demands
pamper me like i'm some kiddo
& allow me to make fun of.
i'm starting to feel what's it like being lonely...
now i know why those lonely people
eventually get depression or commit suicide.

well,
i don't think i'm nearing that stage of loneliness.
but, leave me alone more & you'll see a mute xingru.

i spend more time with my dogs(ALBEE & LASSIE)
than i do with my family & humans.
i speak more sentences to my dogs(ALBEE & LASSIE)
than i do to my family & humans.
i care more for my dogs(ALBEE & LASSIE)
than i do to my family & humans.
thus, ALBEE & LASSIE obeys me more
than the rest of my family.

i think that's because
i'm often alone at home with only them for compainionship.
dogs are indeed man's best friend.

i rather take care of a dog than a human baby.
yah,
i love dogs that much.
they never fail to make my day
they never fail to accompany me through those gloomy days.
dog owners will know that dogs have feelings
& do understand what you're telling them.

so don't tell me that
i'm being ridiculous talking to an animal
thank you.

this is what me & boyfriend did a couple of days ago.

we filled a rubber glove with water & let it freeze in the freezer.
we took it out when the water had turned into ice
we played around with it
& boyfriend suggested to take the ice out of the glove.
we tried taking it out
& was so close to having a full ice hand sulpture.
but boyfriend dropped the thing
& alas a finger broke off.
):

boyfriend holding the ice

index finger gone~

LOL.
we broke off the remaining fingers & tada.
_l_

christmas is 2days away.
11months anniversary is also 2days away.
1year anniversary is 1month & 2days away.