i am denied invitation to the most important event of my life.
i am denied the right to teach him right from wrong.
i am condemned as unreasonable, stubborn, a brat.





i am no longer me.




sometimes, i put on too much masks to hide the real me
that in the end, i became who the masks wanted me to be.





i badly wanted to be placed in a world,
where nobody knows who i am.
so i'm able to get a second chance at life.
& be who i really am.




i've right too much wrongs.
& i've wronged too much rights.
it's so hard to turn back
& just be me.




teach me how to forgive & forget.
teach me how to right all my wrongs.
teach me how to live life to the fullest.
teach me how to be me...




emotionally scarred.
but, i must & i will use a smile to hide my scars.
time can heal many wounds,
but i don't think it can heal my heart.




i tried to open up to my closest,
but i only got hurt more.
i think i should keep everything inside of me,
like i used to do.




everyone is fake,
including me.
life is merely a stage,
where you & i are actors.