i can hear the birds chirping
signaling that dawn is drawing nearer.
bah. i'm still not asleep yet.
hope i don't fall asleep,throw tantrums &
give fuck face at work later.
(because i tend to do those mention above
& more rude things when i don't get enough sleep.)





i'm bored & tired.
but my brain just can't think of sleep
thus my whole body is functioning.
my eyes aren't closing,my body ain't aching.
only my head is getting heavier as it trys
to lull my brain to sleep.
insomnia is making me more exhausted than i am already.





whatever.
i don't think that fucker cares anyway.
he didn't even reply my messages.
i doubt he has the ability to understand.



yeah, & getting your mum to put your point across to me
doesn't make me detest you lesser.
infact, all the more it makes me think you're useless.



did you tell your mum what you PROMISED me?
or did you only say about what you're going through?
she sees you in that state,her heart pains
yada yada...
i don't need to know these.
that's it, i'm washing my hands off you now.
run along & do what you deem fit because
to me,
you're invisible,you're nobody



your mum might think that i changed alot.
if it's so,
do tell her that YOU forced me into that corner.