there's something wrong with Albee ever since i came home last night at 12+am.
Mum said to see if his pain will go away after he wakes up
but until now he still cries suddenly.





Albee is in pain but i don't know which part of his body is hurting.
i will carefully touch all parts of his body but he does not howl,
& a few minutes later when i raise my hand in attempt to sayang him,
(i didn't even touch him yet)
he cried in pain & scampered away from me.
what's wrong with him?





all night i couldn't sleep,
i would wake up suddenly just to check on him.
& when he cries (even the softest noise) in the middle of the night,
i would wake up & try to comfort him.
but he's still in pain & miserable.





what should i do?
i know the logical thing is to bring him to a vet
but i've yet to get my pay & i don't even
have enough cash for my daily meals.
how am i going to bring him to a vet without money?
(thought of borrowing,but i doubt anyone have at least $300 on hand)
a visit to the vet cost about $200+,
sigh.
i feel so helpless & sad.
i don't wanna see Albee in this state,
it pains my heart every time he cries.





luckily today is my off day,
but i still have to go down to Far East lvl3
to stock-take.
but i'm a little skeptical about going,
i don't wanna leave Albee home-alone.





brother is going to school soon,
boyf is going to work at 3+pm,
mum comes home from work at 6pm.
if i'm gone, who will take care of Albee from 3+ to 6?
nobody will know what happen to Albee between this period.
wah piang...





now Albee looks so weak & he's laying on the floor
next to me as i blog.
he has difficulties walking yet he follows me
wherever i goes.
): *heart pain*





hope he'll be fine & well asap!