the 1st sentence you said to me when you saw me was
"Go Home."



i tell you frankly,
if it wasn't for that stalker who keeps following me
when im at work & when i'm queuing up for a cab
& had already gone up the cab
i WON'T go down to bt.gombak.



what kinda bf are you?
aren't you worried for your gf's safety?
do you think im cocking up a story?
do you know how serious the situation was?
or you merely thought i was exaggerating?




even my boss sounded more anxious than you.
even my friend said a 'take care'



but you?
nothing. not a single word.



when i called you for help,
you didn't hear me out first but said you were busy.
do you think this time i called you is just because i want somebody to
chat with me?



i needed help.
& there was nobody around in Far East level3
that could help me at that hour.
i was on my wit's end. i was desperate that's why i rang you up.
but you did nothing but thought wrongly of my intentions.






thanks for making me afraid & scared to go home.
thanks for not giving me the security that you ought to give.
thanks for making me disappointed again & again.
thanks for the hurtful/accusing words.
thanks for showing me that i ought to think twice about
continuing this r/s.





you told me i could lean on you for support/help
but where were you when i needed your help most?
your words & actions. how contradicting.