im focusing on my curls on the picture on the left.

i think my dress is kinda short as i get many weird stares today.

=.=

it's not as if i wear boxers or panties only inside.

im wearing a jeans shorts inside lo.

stupid people.

>:(

lazing at Pam's shop...

i hate my muscular thighs & calves!!!!

look...

fucking ugly can!!!

ok, do not be shocked...

i think it's best you close this web page now.

cause, im gonna show you how i look like without

women's NO.1 essential,

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MAKE-UP.

i look hideous.

LOL.

I HATE PEOPLE SAYING MY MAKE-UP IS THICK.

cause it's bloody not thick can...

you got see those ladies working at cosmetic counters?

that is what i call thick.

i've asked alot of people & they say i look almost the same

with & without make-up.

i don't know about you,

so here goes

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COMPARE.

without makeup & styling of hair on the left

with makeup & styling of hair on the right




my idiot monkey says i look better without make-up.

he loves it when i do not make-up.

LOL. ^^

work tomorrow & i'll be alone tending 2 shops

until 6pm till Celest(colleague) comes from school.

wish me good luck!!!

GANBATTE GANBATTE~~

i spend money unnecessarily again.

i was moody just now during work.

so i needa spend money so that i'll feel better.

i have to change this habit of mine!

im left with a few dollars till my next pay yet i'm still spending

on unimportant things instead of food.

=.=

oyasuminasai (good night)

off to listen to relaxing songs & enjoy my mask.

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived

I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside

Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing

And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life...

Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me

Tripping out thinking there must be more to life

Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more

there's gotta be more to life! :D