if only you can control your body from falling sick...
think of the troubles that won't come your way.
it is as if i ask for a weak body/a body that keeps getting ill.





makes no sense right?



that one loves going to the doctor & spending almost 1/8
of her/his money on medical fees.
(what a waste! imagine the good foods & pretty clothing you've to give a miss)



plus taking horrible pills/meds that might have a side effect in the future.
(medicines are actually harmful if taken in excess or mixed with others etc.)



it totally sucks as you'll be all alone when everyone goes to work,
not able to go anywhere just a computer & a DS to keep you company
till the rest come home.
(for your info, i hate watching TV)



if i were really faking it, i think i'll be enjoying myself this very minute.
if im really not ill, i don't suppose my voice will sound so nasal
& my cough to be chokeful of phlegm.



talking about phlegm, good for you if you're able to cough & spit it out
without much force.
i cough till my face turns red & till i felt like throwing up
but the stubborn phlegm just won't surface.
(did i mention my phlegm contained blood because i cough too hard?)
& it's awfully unpleasant as when i talk my mucus & phlegm will clog up
my nose & i have difficulty breathing.



doc says it could be due to my sinus (that apparently got worse).
& she says i have to avoid PEOPLE WHO SMOKES, dusty/smoky areas
& refrain from exerting myself (includes no heavy duties/chores for me)






hafta drag myself to Habourfront tomorrow
to pass some paperworks to my soon-to-be in-charge.




humans are very realistic.
*shakes head*
my principle: i tolerate without voicing my displeasure to anyone
but when i really can't take it anymore i'll just leave or shoot back.
simple.



before speaking your dissatisfaction of another, think back,
have you done something that others might hate as well?



do you rightfully do what you're supposed to do?
or just eat away at people's advantages?



before opening your damned mouth to insult (or praise?),
just think... do you tend to do the same thing as well?



if speaking unkind remarks behind that person makes you feel
superior or ease down your anger, please do so
because apparently i have no time to deal with such idiots.
stooping down to their level is simply degrading.
:D





whatever...
hate me? dislike me?
i will treat you normally to make you feel guilty.
treat people the way you want to be treated.
you loathe people speaking bad about you than don't do that to others.
so dumb.



why can't humans just live harmoniously together?
because humans tend to compare.
why do i have to do this & she can relax?
so on & so forth.







In 3 words, I can sum up everything I learn about life:
It goes on...